Through my window, in shines a glorous gold stream of sunlight. I wish i could smile, but the circumstances prevented me. I usually always woke up this way; Repelled by everything, yet on the outside so estatic. On memory lane, my family will forever be remembered, they are not lost, yet broken. Staying inside MY house, without him, was almost dreadful. I would have never thought to see my parents in such discust, hate, and resentment for each other. I could remember the great days, in the afternoon, all of my us sitting around the TV laughing, combined in a single smile. As the middle child I was forced to be torn in two. I couldnt remember the last time I TRUELY laughed... To be continued
girl i know!! crazy how i was with you guys during all of this...it almost felt like my family (YOU) was seperating...it hurt a lot i really couldnt take it...love you chan
ReplyDeletebut your definitely gonna become a stronger woman because of it and everything has happened for a reason even if we cant see it...later we will take a walk on memory lane and realize it was a good thing this happened or wed be in a very different place in our lives
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